again

there's a lot of things happened within these period, of course times ticking never stop though, i have so many to talked yet so lazy to write, i'm just saying few things that i'd remember, first and foremost i'm very disappointed with this one person, give my trust and i'm waiting but you are no where to be found, again. yes this is not the first time and probably not the last time either because i'm not going to give up just like that until you realised, someday. the next thing would be about the public responsibilities, yes a very common thing to talked about, i bet so many has been talking about the issues and yet no response, what about paying and nothing good happened to you. cursing they gave you alright. for how long? years? the people are not that patient and never underestimate them. finished. how am i to put it into words that i'm really no good. funny. yes. awkward. yes. confident. yes. confused. yes. pathetic. yes. lame. yes. loner. yes. happy. yes. 

" i cheated my self, like i knew i would "