lost

i am truly tired of my way of life,, it's not i'm being ungrateful because i am grateful to have this chance,, it is just the way i'm living it,, i missed so many wonderful things in my life and always neglect to grab the chances,, i'm so lost it,, it is a new year,, but somehow i'm stuck to the past,, the truth is getting harder  and harder to spell,, all in that,, we people should never ever wasting our time and always grab the opportunities that happened in our lives,, and don't regret it later,, easy to talk right,, as in that moment,, the moment where we have to make the decision that's what we called life,, and we bear the consequences later whether it good or bad,, so far i dealt with the bad one,, not the worst though,, we just have to live right,, no matter what and one thing that we people should never loose it,, never lost faith,, because it is what keep we people living till the very end,,