poke

this is the best, describing the situation we've been all this while,

" poke my iris and why can't i cry about this? "

" but there's one thing we've got going "

"and it's the only thing worth knowing "

" but i hate when i feel like this and i never hated you "

uncertain

i always thought that 'how am i supposed to deal with that matters' and eventually i did,, it's natural to have that kind of feeling,, uncertain,, in the end we managed to deal with it,, every human being has that determination and courage and all they need is motivation,, i keep on thinking and i found one,, my motivation is a good life,, one day i would like to have a very good life with people that i cared about,, just that,, but sometimes when it hurts so bad i lied,, it's a bad habit of mine that i can't get rid off, it just happened,, and for that i owed them,, i am really sorry,, for a certain someone i'm sorry for being such an ignorant,, just so you know that i care and i will always be,,