i always give a thought about how we human choose a path that lead us to live what kind of life that we have right now,, sometimes i just scared to choose the path that I've been dreaming to have,, because the things that we want not always be there even we work for it,, i've come to this close to get something that i wanted for so long and it slip away within a second,, devastated,, i'm afraid to dream or hope even more,, but i know deep down i'm still hoping and dreaming so that i can keep moving on to next stage of life,,
