killer yet fascinating

The 'word' is somewhat common used daily. Known for ages and very powerful. Initiate the increase in heart rate and participate in flight-or-fight response of the sympathetic nervous system. To be specific, it happened to a person like me. The 'word' can be dangerous of the evil thought and hard to resist. In other manner, the 'word' can be quite admirable or so called sacred. I honestly fond by the 'word' but afraid of meaning and the infection. I happened to know the stories behind the 'word'. Some were quite beautiful memories and very dependable. The very pretty pictures of the characters which made people gone mad and blind to be in the frame and circle. The thought of it was fascinating and addictive. But not all the pictures are scenic, they can be eyesore. That's horrific manner can be easily done unnoticed. The ugly truth, yes, the very terrifying description for the 'word' itself. No denying such matter because it happened and definitely painful to accept. Ironic.   

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here and then, i've been screening my fb homepage, and i found that some of the status really interesting and i have the urge to leave a mark there, but something deep down refused to do so. i'm really a pathetic confused. and here what i am going to do. log out. *sighed*

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dear future mate, 

 here the picture of what i've been thinking now. 

i am willingly to be a plain farmer just to have this little cottage for the days. 

veggies and flowers all around. 

am i being too idealistic? 

owh, how i wish just for that. *sighed*

hope to see you soon mate. 

                                                               your future soul,