uncertain

i always thought that 'how am i supposed to deal with that matters' and eventually i did,, it's natural to have that kind of feeling,, uncertain,, in the end we managed to deal with it,, every human being has that determination and courage and all they need is motivation,, i keep on thinking and i found one,, my motivation is a good life,, one day i would like to have a very good life with people that i cared about,, just that,, but sometimes when it hurts so bad i lied,, it's a bad habit of mine that i can't get rid off, it just happened,, and for that i owed them,, i am really sorry,, for a certain someone i'm sorry for being such an ignorant,, just so you know that i care and i will always be,,

life

i always give a thought about how we human choose a path that lead us to live what kind of life that we have right now,, sometimes i just scared to choose the path that I've been dreaming to have,, because the things that we want not always be there even we work for it,, i've come to this close to get something that i wanted for so long and it slip away within a second,, devastated,, i'm afraid to dream or hope even more,, but i know deep down i'm still hoping and dreaming so that i can keep moving on to next stage of life,, 

sunday

last night i saw the fireworks,,

kind of pain that never hurts,,

the one you hate to love is made for you,,

another unsuspecting Sunday afternoon,,

historical

thing to get first after the finals,,

this super classic book,,

and the movie,, 

rationale

the very same reason why people reasoning,, 

series of events,

happy teacher's day to all the teachers, 

dear mommy and daddy, live happily and stay healthy. kids love you.

sunshine

it's been awhile and i miss the world.